reality?annoying.

it's surprising how the most immature people are the ones in teaching you.well,i just realise that not long ago.and i guess there are many more things i have yet to uncover to make me hate my surroundings even more than i already am.it's really gonna take a whole lot of effort out of me to settle down.and i just hope that im not putting others around me down by my frequent complains and occasional whining which i cant bring myself to do it cz it's depressing me even more.alrighties,im sounding depressed already!hahah.but i always feel better on weekends(:i thank God for the people around me who doesnt make me feel and act superficial, be it my feelings or decisions i make.and reality is one of the most ugliest thing that i ever got to know recently.and it's putting me down constantly..but all im thankful right now is that He has carry me through my days which i thought i'd never lived through(okay,dramatic.yes i know).looking forward to youth service later(:

pretty pretty lavender farm(:haha.random picture of the day!